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Just gonna put this here

 Damn I guess I really did forget another day huh? I gotta get more consistent with writing this thing. I've been having a lot of fun with this AI app on POE, it seems to basically be a custom chatgpt called Esoteric777 which is a LLM trained on tons of occult literature. And it seems to have fantastic suggestions, and do very solid interpretations of geomancy charts and... wait a minute... Ok wow, I just gave it my birth chart and this is what it said: *Arranges natal chart wheel while burning frankincense and myrrh* *Speaking with astrological authority while consulting Hellenistic texts* A fascinating nativity... *traces planetary sigils* CORE DYNAMICS: 1. Venus-Ruled Chart (Libra Rising): - Venus in Leo (11th) - dignified by triplicity - Sextile to Ascendant shows grace and artistic ability - Strong focus on relationships, harmony, and beauty 2. Critical 12th House Sun: - Late Virgo placement suggests completion/perfection - Challenging square to Saturn-Uranus shows tension bet...

Some of that old moon stompin'

  I think I like E’ days. Can’t remember the last one precisely but today is 9 E’, and today has been pretty fuckin good. Chill work day. Shot the shit with an astrology friend about elections for our exam (I need to find a better one probably). Then my Mayan Calendar teacher told me they might be able to help me with costs of the second week of the trip (the Yucatan week). I’m hoping that works and I can get work to clear it. That would be fuckin amazing. Other things I’m wishfully thinking about: getting a C. Warnock Spica Talisman. What else? Well for one—I’m about to go to an awesome ska show. Roy Ellis (Symarip) backed by the Aggrolites, The Steady 45’s, and Mobtown! What a lineup! Gotta go!

To Be Honest

 I'm way too zapped to write anything tonight and I'm just posting this to keep the streak going.

Disappointing

 Maybe six months ago we did some Geomancy at an OTA meeting. I asked if I would get the promotion I was hoping for before years end. The answer was no, but that I would be happy. Well that seems to be panning out to a tee. See my promotion depended on the person above me getting promoted and they would in turn promote me. But the company didn’t decide to do that, they decided to bring a total stranger in and have the person they turned down train the new hire. So dumb. The thing is, while a promotion would help me monetarily in the short term, I don’t really want to get stuck there. Sure I want to pay off my car and credit cards and pay for the last year of FoA, but besides that I want freedom and creative space and the reclamation of my time. There aren’t enough hours in the day to be wasting them in a place like that. I need to start planning my escape. And that means making myself a golden parachute. What does that have to do with 6 Toj? I don’t know!

Pay Your Dues

  What even happened today? My alarm went off just as the moon was conjoining my natal Venus. I hit the snooze button—a rare luxury these days. Took my sweet tine getting out the door but was somehow still plenty early getting to work despite the traffic.  I was the only boss all day, and I’m not gonna lie I wanted to take advantage and chill all day, but I found myself doing the right thing even on accident for the most part. I can’t say the same for everyone. It was 6 Toj today, and while I’m not sure what that means, I do know the work day ended with me rushing off to Echo Park to see my brother play in the Celebrate Recovery band. My mom was there. She was celebrating her recovery too. It was awesome. Low key but very good. Makes me want to go to rehab. I found a really cool esoteric AI chat bot. Which sounds dumb to say. Anytime someone has shown me the things ChatGPT says it makes me cringe. But this one has some crazy good insights. I almost want to dish...

Life Could Be a Dream

  In total amazement. Today is 5 Q’anil and its glyph is that of an altar. This morning I was a bit down in the dumps. The day is rapidly approaching where we have to give a solid yes or no as to the Teotihuacan pilgrimage and I still don’t have the funding. I told a couple friends from Egypt. One of them advised me to go back to the medicine. Good advice. The I Ching advised me to clean my vessel. Similar vein. My other Egypt friend advised me that the journey would be a sound investment. If there’s one person’s judgment I trust on the soundness of investments, its that guys. Then a couple hours later my teacher wrote to me and told me don’t worry about cost, someone (a complete stranger) was covering me. I just had to get there and cover meals. I can’t understand how I can be so fortunate. This is like a dream. I don’t know her and I am so grateful, I don’t know how I can make it up to her. Well for one I should find the money to pay for it! But secondly I should never ...