Disappointing

 Maybe six months ago we did some Geomancy at an OTA meeting. I asked if I would get the promotion I was hoping for before years end. The answer was no, but that I would be happy.

Well that seems to be panning out to a tee.

See my promotion depended on the person above me getting promoted and they would in turn promote me. But the company didn’t decide to do that, they decided to bring a total stranger in and have the person they turned down train the new hire. So dumb.

The thing is, while a promotion would help me monetarily in the short term, I don’t really want to get stuck there.

Sure I want to pay off my car and credit cards and pay for the last year of FoA, but besides that I want freedom and creative space and the reclamation of my time. There aren’t enough hours in the day to be wasting them in a place like that. I need to start planning my escape.

And that means making myself a golden parachute.

What does that have to do with 6 Toj?

I don’t know!

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