Threshold

 Today was 3 Aj—a Tuesday with the Moon squaring the Lord of the Day: Mars. And (in hindsight) somewhat appropriately, the vicissitudes of the day would not let me get to the things I had meant to get to in a timely fashion. We’re still getting it done but everything is taking longer.

I’m reading that 3 days are incomplete, and that Aj/Ben, while tied to 3 is somewhat unstable because of it. At best this is a day to be a master of the domestic sphere, so maybe my actions were misplaced out there in the public world. What can you do—gotta punch in on time

It was just generally sort of off kilter. Did not sleep well, woke up a lot earlier than usual. I had this strange dream that I was wandering around some kind of school/hotel that was totally foreign and yet utterly familiar in the way dream environments are. My manager at work (who is a good friend) told me I think to much (or something along those lines), and later in another part there was an old black dude who told me today was a good day to play the lottery—not as good as a few days ago but a good day. I woke up and thought that was strange, and when I looked it up, someone had indeed won a billion dollars in the last drawing. So I played the fuckin lottery. We’ll see!

And then later at work basically nobody came in—it was just kind of dark and empty, the way my dream had been. And after a coworker led me through a hallway I don’t normally go through which was also dark and empty and liminal, like a dream office hallway. A strange, unstable, unsettled vibe. Not bad, not good, just a little bit at odds.

Didn’t hate it though! After a little sleep I’m finally getting to the things I meant to get to hours ago—this post chief among them!